02.01.2010.

Cheers to this new year.

I hope that the calm before the storm is not what i expect, i have a feeling it might not be. The apple crumble i'm eating may be a factor of this lighter mood. Coming home was one of the ironically best things that happened in 2009. The persistent struggle through six subjects, the death of my cat and best friend, and relatives, and to top off with the arrogance of a certain male, was altered by 'Edge' and home, through which steadied the faltering light that left me so suddenly this year.

I have come to realise that people no matter what age, might never mature to a level of civil composure, and with haste and protection, one has to accept that themselves in order to block the bad karma that unnecessarily heads their way.

Though for now, i reflect on the good that i still have and am given from day to day, and the unexpected events which have been shaping my temporarily closed perspective.

May this year be smooth sailing, and if there are rough winds, hoist them afar.